Dear Feasib

Sept. 9, 2011

Dear Feasib,

It’s been a long time ago that I hide my real feelings for you.  I think it’s the time to confess what I truly feel.

•          When you enter in my life, I always have sleepless nights.  I always think of you at night before I sleep.
•          It’s hard for me to identify your name because I know it must be unique, meaningful and easy to remember.
•          It’s a destiny’s sake because I met you in an indefinable time and place.
•          It’s the start of everything so we must introduce one another to know our similarities and differences.
•          To know you better, I must not only memorize your characteristics.  I must deeply understand your content.
•          To have a long relationship, each other must have a light of hope, flow of communication, trust, patience, understanding, honesty, and affection.
•          You start from small but I know I can develop and enhance yourself.
•          We’re close to each other now so I think it’s the time to introduce you to other people.
•          It’s not what you are thinking that I’m giving you to others.  It’s the way how I care for your future.
•          In a relationship, we must be aware of our future. We must foresee our status years from now to prepare contingency plans and be ready of what will happen in the future.
•          Love is like demand and supply.  You must DEMAND what you deserve and for us to SUPPLY what you needed.
•          It’s not all about luxury.  It’s all about how you present yourself in a quantitative manner that will be understand by others.
•          It is the time that I tested who are the truly devoted to have you.
•          As days passed by, it’s getting more complex that I realize that I need some space to think what’s going on.
•          I know you’re not hard to get but I think you’re hard to understand especially when no one explains the real situation.
•          If I fail you, I know that it’s the end of everything but I’m pretty optimistic that I can defend you.
•          After all this has passed, I will truly remember you because you became a part of my life.

I know the end of this term is coming. This are the words I want to say and I promise that I will write you again on what will happen in this remaining more than a month.  This letter is an expression of myself and this situation makes me to prepare for the real fight.

P.S.

It’s not yet the end of everything, I’m just starting in this making.

Very yours truly,   

Carla